My ongoing quest to know myself is as rewarding as it is challenging! I recently had my astrological chart done and have been reading through the eighteen page report with bursts of wonder, agreement and denial.
Reading through the various aspects of my personality is enlightening and confirming that I am on the right track. That at this stage of my life, I am more aligned with my truth than ever before. For the most part, I’m making decisions based on wisdom from a life well lived.
So far, so good.
Then there are the challenging aspects that point out my rebellious, nonconformist, strong-willed aspects and – can you imagine – the word ‘reckless’ is implied! Shock horror, reckless? Really?
After digesting the report, I reflected on where I had been reckless and how this had played out in my life. Was I still making reckless decisions? What have I learned from previous actions?
It has been an interesting introspective journey, and I am grateful for having had this time to reflect upon my life and the influences of the planets. There are many aspects to us all, and it’s good to know them and see how they play out. Reviewing your astrological chart or any similar exercise is an opportunity to step out of your life and look upon it.
A wise mentor recently wrote this regarding self inquiry:
A lifetime project, so take it easy and enjoy the foothills as well as the mountain vistas, and the rest stops along the way.
Andrew Wells
A poignant reminder that life is a journey. A journey to take in, to taste, smell, hear, see and sense all aspects of. There is no good or bad, there just is. ‘Stop and pause and rest in the foothills’ was just what I needed to hear this week. A reminder to stop rushing and trying to tick things off the to do list. Reflect, and don’t get caught up in the process of self-inquiry or denying the parts we don’t want to know. Sit in a place of gentle unfurling.
It’s good to be challenged, and then it’s good to sit in the foothills, pause and assimilate, reflect and reset. It’s in the rests that we digest and find deeper meaning. All aspects of our beings are equally important, even the parts that we don’t like at first. It’s a balance. We need space to allow the wisdom to unfold. If we keep going when we know we need to stop, we create blockages in our growth, roadblocks on our journey.
A lifetime project. That is what we are all working with as we live each day. Each morning we rise to another day of the project and day by day we live our lives. None of us know how long our projects will be. It’s important to live well, take time, and nourish yourself when you need to, knowing that in nourishing yourself, you are nourishing others. Be kind to yourself and be kind to others. Have fun and, dare I day it, be reckless sometimes! Push the boundaries and step into the unknown, trusting that you have everything you need to grow and thrive. Give yourself permission to pause and rest, take in the view from the foothills and let the project unroll step by step up the mountain. Step by step, getting to know your precious self.
Namaste
Sarah
piadoyle says
Hello Sarah
How interesting…. I have done similar searching a been very kind to myself lately, and have been on the couch listeneing to healing meditations.
Enjoying the Niagara therapies., and units.
Keep telling myself I am enough, as told to us/me from my yoga Guru.
Reckless sometimes occasional daily…decisions… not big ones just small stuff…
I sometimes don’t think thru stuff but I usually have the good intent on whatever I do…and they usually work out.
Our life is a precious gift which is rarely appreciated by human beings and so much can be enjoyed and offered in return to ourselves and the people around us.
Good intent and passion in all I do is a life long quest, and somehow days are beautiful serene and happiness surrounds me.
My daily devotion and prayers are my starting fuel and then all flows, intent calm and passion and the will to do good, and calling a spade a spade (maybe perceived as reckless…but at least its been said and may it fall where ever it may be needed!!!!)
Things just don’t happen they are meant to be.
Autumn is a time for shedding and allowing ourselves just to BE
Courage my Capricorn companion on this magnificent part and path of our lives.
Sarah says
Thank you Pia for your insights. Reflection is such a gift along with gratitude. We are blessed to be sharing this journey, I appreciate all you do and all you are Pia, a very special Capricorn fellow traveler.